Are you waiting for something? I will disappoint.That is enough for now. There are prisoners that demand my attention...
What Does it Take?What does it take, to be perfect?What Does it Take?
Can I ever be? No.
Never. I am not good enough. Not good enough for them, not good enough for you.
I try – oh do I try But it’s always just one more thing One more fault, one more notch to ratchet it down All my faults add up to is failure All my efforts to naught All of myself to nothing Pain is what I cause Frustration, what I bring But what is there to expect when I can’t even handle myself?
I’m a wreck
A walking disaster Ev
Drabbles of a Madman, Pt. 1How can the darkness feel so right? I have often wondered this myself. Why does something so avoided, so detested, so…evil, feel so comforting, so safe? Perhaps it is the knowledge that in darkness, you are nothing. You are no one. You are invisible, untouchable, undiscoverable. You cannot be judged, scorned, mocked. You are God in your own universe of impenetrable blackness. Some find darkness cold. I do, sometimes. It happens – the darkness that cradles can become the enemy. But you have to bend it to your will, remind it who controls it. For me, most of the time, the darkness holds me. It tells me I am safe, I am loved, I cannotDrabbles of a Madman, Pt. 1
Your Life Is PerfectYour Life is PerfectYour Life Is Perfect
“Your life is perfect” I hear this every day But what if I’m not happy? What if I want more? This loneliness I feel inside won’t go away No matter how hard I will it to What’s missing, since my life is perfect? Why do I search for something more? Something that’s fulfilling, lasting I know what I believe But even that leaves me cold and confused Since no one will answer my questions
Or hear my desperate pleas What is it that I need to make me happy? Am I the only one who feels this way? I l
Time Passes ByTime Passes ByTime Passes By
As I sit and look back on life So filled with pain, disappointment and strife I ask myself, I ponder, Why? Why did life just pass me by? Why did time not stop for me? Why did it seem to run, and flee? The times I want to enjoy, they leave And in their wake, I sit and grieve But then, I realize in my mind That I have wasted too much time To complain that time never stopped for me When I neglected it so foolishly
Dominance
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Because I can go only so many weeks without falling
And only so many days without failing
And only so many hours without hurting
And so many minutes without you
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"If you think that I am going to surrender to your will and become your whore you are sadly mistaken!"
"I hadn't planned on it. You simply aren't whore material."
~Bastila and Darth Revan
You - off my planet!
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Because I can go only so many weeks without falling
And only so many days without failing
And only so many hours without hurting
And so many minutes without you
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"If you think that I am going to surrender to your will and become your whore you are sadly mistaken!"
"I hadn't planned on it. You simply aren't whore material."
~Bastila and Darth Revan
You - off my planet!
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Because I can go only so many weeks without falling
And only so many days without failing
And only so many hours without hurting
And so many minutes without you
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